Learning to Breathe in the Dark Pictorial Whispers 2026 Plate 1

Pictorial Whispers is my ongoing body of work made with fully handmade 1840s calotype paper negatives. I work at the same old window in my Ozarks studio, using only natural light, as a way to stay present with the loss of my youngest daughter and to write honestly about grief, fear, and endurance so people who are hurting feel less alone.

Why My Art Starts With Grief and Ends With Endurance

Most people meet my artwork first. They see a quiet scene, soft tones, and a sense of stillness. What they don’t see right away is the reason it exists at all.
Pictorial Whispers was born from a loss I could not fix or outthink: the death of my youngest daughter, Abby. Grief didn’t arrive as a single event. It came as a long, uneven road that still continues. My work is not an escape from that road. It is the way I walk it.

A Typical Day for a Calotypist – Acidifying and Iodizing Papers

I make fully handmade 1840s Adamson-era calotype paper negatives and ammonio-nitrate of silver (ANS) salt prints at a single vintage window, using only natural light and 19th-century chemistry to speak about grief and endurance. A typical day for me involves one of two paths. I am either in prep mode or production mode. Today, IContinue reading “A Typical Day for a Calotypist – Acidifying and Iodizing Papers”

Inside the Ammonio-Nitrate of Silver Print: An 1840s Salt Process for My Adamson Calotypes

When I say my prints are “ammonio-nitrate of silver salt prints,” I’m not just dressing up a basic salt print with fancy words.

I’m using a very specific 1840s variant of Talbot’s salted paper process, built on a silver–ammonia complex that people like Alfred Swaine Taylor, Talbot, and the Hill & Adamson circle actually used.

William Holland Furlong’s 1843 breakthrough—and why it changed calotype

The single-bath “double-iodide” iodizing method, as described by William Holland Furlong and read aloud by John Adamson on April 3, 1843, made calotypes more reliable and repeatable. That stability opened the door for the Adamsons (and Hill & Adamson) to work at scale, and it changed everything for the calotypists in 1843.

John and Robert Adamson: The Brother Who Taught a Master

In a previous article, I shared that as of November 1, 2025, I work exclusively with the St Andrews-era calotype: iodized paper, excited with aceto-nitrate of silver (without gallic acid in the exciting bath), and developed in gallic acid. This is the chemistry John Adamson employed in 1843 to stabilize and make the process repeatable. John Adamson was a medical doctor and clearly was an intelligent and critical thinker.

I’m Moving to a Historically Correct Calotype Workflow

As of November 1, 2025, I now work exclusively with the St Andrews-era calotype: iodized paper, excited with aceto-nitrate of silver (no gallic acid in the exciting bath), and developed in gallic acid. This is the chemistry John Adamson used to make the process stable and repeatable. 

Nikon ES-2 35mm Film Digitizing Adapter

For analog 35mm film photographers who want the convenience of digital scans without sacrificing quality, the Nikon ES-2 Film Digitizing Adapter presents a compelling solution. Whether you’re looking to archive your negatives, share them online, or preview your analog work before printing in the darkroom, the ES-2 offers a streamlined, high-resolution digitizing process—right from your camera.

Ozark National Scenic Riverways Field Adventure Video 10/12/2025

I started my adventure around 4 AM and got back home around 8 PM. It was a long day, but I enjoyed every minute of it.

Watch the video and join me on the adventure as I photograph Klepzig Mill using my large format camera while enjoying the profound beauty of nature in the Ozark National Scenic Riverways.