Bending Toward Silence
Pictorial Whispers is a deeply personal series of handmade platinum/palladium prints from calotype paper negatives, created as a way to process the grief of losing my daughter, Abby. Each image explores the quiet emotional terrain of resilience, transformation, and connection through the delicate life cycle of flowers.
Using 19th-century chemistry and vintage soft-focus lenses, I craft every platinum/palladium print and calotype paper negative by hand—one sheet at a time. The result is a body of work that embraces imperfection, stillness, and emotional presence. These are not documents. They are quiet visual poems—fragile, reflective, and timeless.
“This work is slow because it matters. It was made for quiet looking, for memory, and for those willing to sit with what cannot be understood at a glance. I’m not here to be seen quickly. I’m here to be seen deeply.” — Tim Layton
For Collectors
Original handmade salt prints from my Pictorial Whispers series are available as limited editions. Each print is contact printed by hand in my darkroom from an original whole plate Le Gray waxed calotype paper negative.
This is a fully analog process. The paper negative is prepared by hand, exposed in a large format camera, developed in the darkroom, and contact printed as a traditional salt print on cotton rag paper. No digital capture, AI, or digital printing is used to create the finished artwork.
Each print is made individually, then carefully inspected, titled, signed, dated, and accompanied by a numbered certificate of authenticity. Small variations in tone, surface, and edge detail are part of the beauty of the process. They are signs of the hand, the paper, the chemistry, and the light.
These are original handmade photographs, not reproductions. They offer collectors a direct connection to one of photography’s earliest and most poetic processes, brought forward through a deeply personal contemporary body of work rooted in grief, memory, and endurance.
Artist Statement: Bending Toward Silence
This image was created on a day when everything felt unbearably quiet. The delicate flower—fading, bent, and half-translucent—mirrored the heaviness I carried. It wasn’t just wilting. It was bowing. Not in defeat, but in quiet surrender to something larger than itself. This print helped me see that some forms of strength are soft and nearly invisible. Like grief. Like endurance.
Creative Process Notes
This calotype was made using my 8×10 camera and a 1880s Dallmeyer 290mm F3 Petzval lens. The flower was photographed in front of one of my vintage windowpanes in diffused natural light. The negative was developed in gallic acid and silver nitrate. I let the light fall gently across the paper, knowing it would soften the form and allow the feeling to rise.
Behind The Scenes
Reality often looks nothing like the finished artwork. By sharing behind-the-scenes photos, I reveal the transformation that takes place between the raw scene and the final creative vision.
Reflection / Journal Excerpt
I didn’t move the flower when I saw how it leaned—almost reluctant to keep holding itself upright. I understood that feeling. I had it too. Sometimes the stillness is the loudest part of the day. And sometimes you just need to sit with it.
Artwork & Technical Information
- Title: Pictorial Whispers Plate No. 1 – Bending Toward Silence
- Process: 19th-century 8×10 platinum/palladium print from original hand-coated whole plate calotype paper negative, contact printed under sunlight.
- Camera: 8×10 view camera
- Lens: 290mm F3 Dallmeyer 3B Petzval
- Development: Gallic acid and silver nitrate
- Date Created: September 27, 2024
- Edition: Available as a limited edition of 100 artist originals or open archival reproductions.
